Finally some holidays.... but wait, money reins the world, right?

Okay, I´ve got my degree, the prom I had to organize is over and everything is nice and tidy and the financials are perfect.
Time to lean back and enjoy having nothing to do, finally sending away the applications for university and relax.
But wait, why lean back if you can earn some money, university doesn´t pay itself, at least not if you only have an 1,5. I understand it, but can´t I have some time off?
According to my mother? No.
So I´ve been working the whole week, carrying huge, heavy packages and stacking shelves.
My back is aching and my feet burn! I am still exhausted from prom and the cleaning afterwards and I barely get any sleep because I still have to do some finances for or year and do applications.
So you see, life is not too good to me right now.
Well, so it seems, but guess what?
I´m in love!
He is so nice to me and he is smart, witty and just perfect!
His eyes sparkle when he laughs and he always lays his head on his side when he looks at me!
And finally I´m in love with a guy who is not in a relationship, so he´s not off-limits!
Well, he is a bit older than me and still goes to school. And that is where the problem lies.
I´ll be moving in three months, and he´ll stay behind and we won´t see each other often.
So, what do you think, should I end it before we really build a relationship or should I leave it to fate? I mean, there qre long-distance-relationships that work. but I simply don´t think that we would be one of them.
There is a small chance that I´ll get a place at the university where his brother studies and he visits him quite frequently.
Oh, I don´t know what to do and I barely see him now, because I have to work :(
Urgghh... and in August, when I´ll have to weeks off and he won´t have school, I promised a friend of mine to go on vacation with her. It´s just so frustrating...
Oh my, all my posts are soo negative,
but I promise, I´ll be better! :)